For a guy who'll always be,
Somewhere inside my identity,
Looking for something to begin,
Hoping for a something without sin,
I've been wishing all my life,
For something just like this,
Hoping for a someone,
Who treats me with tenderness,
Wanting a guy who loves me,
Already lost that I cannot see,
If their twisted, kind or sweet,
The way I feel is so uncomplete
Looking for someone who doesn't exist,
Murders and rapists who,
Want you dead and,
Don't give a crap about you,
All guys do is tear you down,
Even when your not around,
I've been dreaming all my life,
And been going for the knife
I'll lay awake at night,
Hoping its not just the light,
Someone from the imagination,
Who won't be my temptation,
My sin,
Sweet sin,
Dream guy, please wake up with me.