I am better than I am

by Romy Rose   Jul 25, 2005


You wanted a different me,
it's the thing you longed for dear,
Not being able to give,
is my greatest fear.

This fear is now a dream,
from which I will not wake.
your disappointed heart,
is one I cannot take,

I know the smile you show isn't real,
you don't need to tell me lies.
You can stop the hiding,
I can read it in your eyes.

I'm still not good enough for you,
You continue your fight,
I guess it doesn't matter what I do,
I can't do a thing right.

It won't be better for me,
to change to your desire,
it is myself I had to be,
What you wanted was a liar.

It now is to late to change the start.
why didn't you told me back then?
I know now, what you didn't want to see
I am better than I am.

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  • 18 years ago

    by JL

    I think i already commented on this... but i love it. The third stanza is my fave =) great job!
    JL

  • 18 years ago

    by End Of Eternity

    Wow that was deep, i just loved it.
    great work

    all the best and take care

  • 18 years ago

    by Dreamer

    Yah, it was just that i couldnt belive it in the start, so i was a bit weired and wrote these poems

  • 18 years ago

    by Dreamer

    She doesnt love me like before, she has some1 else now. im happy for her

  • 18 years ago

    by (*andrea*hurtinside*)

    I love it cause I can relate