This pain

Lost in this world
wondering what to do
knowing soon I'll be
right back with you...

I'll sit at the top of the stairs
and listen to him yell
i know soon he'll come at me
until i hold him still...

letting it happen
pleading PLEASE don't let me die
this pain is hurting way to much
why do i have to cry...

looking at a new week start
with so much to do
soon I'll be home
where i will be safe with u...