It still hurts in my heart

I gave my life to you and i let u hold it tight, then one day u tell me u love someone else. i broke down when u broke it off, i lost control, i threw things, i stayed in bed the whole day my eyeliner dripping down revealing the torn up girl behind the mask. you broke my heart and u tried to stitch it back together but the thread your using is too thin. I'm so angry i wanna beat the sh*t out of anyone that talks to me or looks at me, i gave my life to you and this is what i get. 2 months passed and my ex ex boyfriend Eastan tells me he still loves me and he wants to never hurt me and that Jason my newest ex was sorry too. i took Eastan's hand and he wiped my tears and now i don't have to hide behind a mask cause I'm finally happy again.