It consumes my mind
Just a couple of puffs
Now I need it all the time
They would laugh at me if I didn’t try
I didn’t really want to
But I couldn’t deny
They said I wouldn’t get addicted
So I believed them without being convicted
I quit everything for this
I don’t even have money
I love it
Although afterwards it makes me feel like shit
I don’t want to die like this
I want to live a normal happy life
But because of one stupid decision
I had to pay the price
I don’t want to be another statistic
I want to feel success
I don’t want to be addicted
I started because of stress
It was fun the in the beginning
Now it turned into hell
I don’t see how people enjoy this lifestyle
Because I hate it like hell
This experience has been a nightmare
It’s constantly on my mind
Its so strong, I can’t even bare
I need to get away form it
Until it turns me into someone I don’t want to be
The cravings are stronger than me
I know it kills
But that doesn’t seem to stop me
I want to stop smoking it
But I’m too weak to leave
