I Can't Hold My Head high

I dated you
Cause I thought you cared
I dated you
Cause you were rare.

I thought you were different
Than everyone else
But you only cared about
None other than yourself.

You split us up
Out of the blue
I don't know why
You bid me adue.

You said it was cause
Two of your ex's
You still liked them ...
OMG -> what's next?

I guess I believed
Cause I didn't think you would lie
But when I found out
I had to cry.

Some weeks later
I found out
That people talked s h i t
Here and about.

So many questions
Left unasked
So many answers
Left unsaid

Now I don't know how
To hold my head high
And be proud of myself
Without having to cry.

It was all cause of people
Who didn't have their own life
That talked some s h i t
And turned me to the knife.

To face you again
Is so hard for me
I'm sorry my friend
But you - I cannot see.

But I know I'll have to
Cause you're my best friend
But after what's happened
I'll say this once again:

Now I don't know how
To hold my head high
And be proud of myself
Without having to cry.