I'm so scared
of my life
I'm scared what i've become
I'm so scared I use the knife
I'm scared of my future
I'm scared of my past
Scared of me
Scared of class
I'm scared because
Where ever I go
I will be morbid
And will have no home
I'm so scared
Of what i will become
A cra.p.p.y stripper
Or a sad a$$ bum
I'm scared of failing
because i always do
I don't want to be working
Or going to school
I don't want to be here
Or back there
I feel this nothingness
I'm so scared
