I need help with a title

I feel like part of me has died
lying awake at night. i have cried
i tried to stop it, i tried and tried
i got dug in deeper, and continued to lie
so many nights now i lay awake
wondering what my future will forsake
i think of my past, and wonder why
it makes me so dull, it makes me shy
i think of you, us, and of me
i want to be happier, i try to be
i sink to depression, and hold the knife
so many times it has helped throughout my life
this time i choose to put it in deep
feelings of sadness, i begin to weep
again on my wrists, i write this note
explaining my needs for heaven, to be able to float
to say sorry for all i have done
to say sorry, i tried to have fun
I'm sorry for it all, and to who will find
love should be shown, it shouldn't be blind