I dream, I think

I'm in my house
sitting on my bed
I start to smell smoke
but I wonder if it's all in my head

all of a sudden
I start to see flames
but I don't bother to get up
I just sit there and dream

I dream about heaven
and how much better it would be
I dream about dying
thinking that I could be set free

Then I think about
my family and friends
about how much they love me
and they will until the end

I think of suicide
and what it would be like
to never have to face
another day of light

Time I wonder
will I ever be okay
the thoughts in my head
will they ever fade away

well I guess it's time
it's time to say goodbye
because the house is going down
and I'm still inside