Show me a sign

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Hey God, its me again
Just wanted to say hi
Hey, how are things up there
No, things here aren't alright

I don't know why I'm here anymore
I'm not sure what to do
I'm driving myself crazy
Thats why I'm here talkin' to you

I've failed my wife and i failed my son
And i regret all the things i haven't done
Please God tell me what do i do
This is from the heart, just me to you

Cause everything I've ever loved
And every goal I've ever had
They all went sour
All my dreams went bad

And I'm sitting alone in this double wide
Wondering why I'm still alive
My only motivation is my son and my wife
But you wont let me give them a good life

Please God I'm begging you
Show me some kind of sign
Its just me talking to ya
Cause every things not alright