I’ve let the best thing run through my fingers,
Let the love run out my veins,
Put aside the best times we shared and lingered,
Locked my life love and soul up in chains,
I’ve let all the good things in life,
Slip away out of my own harms reach,
Pushing them further by using my knife,
Friends no sympathy wanted please don’t preach,
Getting through this time will be the hardest thing,
I will have done this year so far,
Forgetting you my love or was it just a fling,
Each assumption hurts and causes one more scar,
I don’t want to let you go,
I want to hold on for as long as I can,
These wishes won’t be true I know,
I had my chance and blew it before it even began,
I have so much I want to say,
But to get it all out is not what I call painless,
I don’t know whether to continue this day or the next,
But I know I truly lost the best.