You think you know me

You think you know me but you have no clue,
You think I'm sweet and nice, well isn't that cute,
You think I care about this and that, even about you.

You think you know me but you have no clue,
The dark thoughts I think, and the hate for you,
You know nothing of suffering and smile all the time,
Do you still want to know why I declined?

You think you know me but you have no clue,
The depression that made me hateful and cold,
The hate for happiness and the cold heart I hold.

You think you know me but you have no clue,
The death wish I have and the pain inside,
I bet you didn't know what secrets I hold behind this smile.

You think you know me but you have no clue,
How about I cut my wrist and make my dreams come true,
Maybe that would give you a clue about how I feel inside.