I still love you

Do you actually care,
about me and my feelings?
it really doesn't feel like it,
being as though you left me bleeding,

you hurt me deep down,
you hurt me deep inside,
why did you do this to me?
i didn't have anything to hide,

you acted as if you loved me,
when really it was all fake,
i really did believe you,
when you said what a good couple we'd make,

now i am left here,
all on my own,
i can't believe i trusted you,
you make me so alone,

now you have made me,
use my blade,
I've turned back to depression,
a huge scar you have made,

you left me for that Natalie,
but what has she got that i don't?
you leave me all so puzzled,
forgive you, i surely won't,

but i still love you,
and you know i'd take you back,
but i can't help feeling,
a sense of pride you must lack,

after reading this poem,
i hope you understand,
that even if i love you,
i will always need a helping hand.

*Michelle*

you know who you are if you read this.