The untold lies.......

I would never forgive myself..
even i am dropped in hell
never knowing how u feel.....
with a deep blue ill.........

on that short christmas eve.....
when you suddenly leave
a pair of teary eyes.......
as i know the untold lies.....

thus, your gentle smile.....
has turned into incomprehensible file.....
and every single of your touch
has become a deep ingrained cut....

what a fool i am......
full of critics and damn.....
your life is full of uncertainty
but i keep nagging a pity

again and again...
i expect you to understand..
with a sound of offense
without knowing where you stand.....

even so, you always deny.....
to say that important line
with a soft white lie...
or a saying i'm fine........

now, bombard me with your protests..
but please do not give me such a test..
please don't you ever leave me.....
cause you mean the world to me...