Fire Lake

There's so much pain, when I wake,
with every single breath I take,
yeah I know it's my mistake,
so I'll head out to Fire Lake,
you drained me of my hope, and filled me up with doubt,
you left me here alone, with no way out,
I'll just sit here alone and bleed,
I'll deny myself of everything I need,
I don't care much anymore,
I'm just laying here on this blood stained floor,
lost inside the thoughts rushing through my head,
I am motionless, I might as well be dead,
but then I rise yet again, to hurt some more,
I get up to my feet, weary and sore,
because there's so much pain in me,
so much hurt that you can't even see,
but it's alright, I'm fine,
through the partially peaceful night, making my own line,
my head's a mess, I need a break,
so I think I'll head out to Fire Lake...