Gone forever...

This memory in the back of my head,
is killing me slowly,
I'm around so many people but i feel so lonely,
no one can help me with this problem,
i guess i will sob for a while then,
no one thinks i even care,
even though my thoughts are bare,
all i can remember is that one day,
when Ryan went away,
i didn't see him for so many years,
every day i shed my tears,
on that day i was only 6,
everyone said i was too young for love,
but obviously i wasn't cus id been blessed form above,
this boy i held so close,
he was like the jam too toast!!lol
but i don't think ill see him again,
i thought id let him know,
i still feel the pain.....

i fell in love when i was 6....and i can still remember waving good bye too the love of my life.....