I won't be with you

When I try the most
is when it all falls through
thats when I know
i won't be with you

the pain eats away
for another day
it's not the thoughts that count
it's what you say

i don't laugh anymore
i spend my time crying
why am I always that wanting more
when your already dieing

when you talk to me
I dont know what u see
I just feel like a part
dont know wats going on

in this mind game
the rules always change
so I'm always lost
and cant find the way