Memories

I'm looking at these notes
And I'm thinking about you
Reminiscing over the past
Wondering what to do

I've tried so very many ways
To tell you how I feel
But I guess there are no words
To describe a love so real

Remember when you thought
That I was beautiful?
But I convinced you otherwise
Because I was afraid to feel

I said there was no way,
That we weren't meant to be
But when I look at you now
My feelings are so deep

I'm sorry that I lied
But I thought it had to be
And the sad thing is
I know you'll never see

I made a huge mistake
I can't believe I let you go
Now you're eyes are elsewhere
And I am all alone

So someday when you see this
When I am dead and gone
I just wanted you to know
I loved you all along