To my first love

To my first love,
I\'ve patiently waited for you to realize that you love me and now that you have it just doesnt seem to be enough to make me happy anymore.I don\'t know when or why this has happened but I am truly sorry that it has. We\'ve been through it all together. We\'ve had our laughs, our tears, adn especially our stupid little fights and through it all I loved you. And now that your ready to show your love for me I feel its time for me to leave. I know that be telling you this I could risk losing you forever. But, I\'m afraid that if I dont I may lose something much more importatn and thats the ability to look myself in the eye when looking in the mirror, the capability to sleep at night without waking up to a soaking pillow underneath my unrested head. I need yout o know that I truly did love you and I will always care for you, but for the first tiem since I met you I need and want to be able to put myself and my wants above you and your wants. No matter what I risk losing from you.

Sincerely and Lovingly,

Your \"Best Friend\"