I've finally realised what I have become,
a nobody, a nothing, wanting to succumb.
but I'm breaking and taking, emotions galore,
when I'm suddenly flat on the floor.
reality, vitality, really nothing to doubt,
until your blood is seeping into the grout.
and the only word that rings in your ears,
is whispered in blood and that shouts 'fear'.
but I'm sending the pain below,
my heart displayed like a show.
and I can't ignore reality,
the life of it all, the vitality.
