When you look at me what do you see
a girl standing in a world filled with people she loves and who loves her
or a girl standing on the edge willing and ready to give in to let go
what are you searching for what do we all search for and when do we know we found it if we dont do we keep searching an endless search for something we don't even know
looking feeling seeing whats the difference is there someone there to say what you should do what you should feel if only you could really see me see what your lies your words have put me through i saw them i felt them i looked at them but do u see them look at them feel them
u don't but i do
no one knows what they can do what they can cause oh but you do you know your power and how your words shoot bullets into my heart and my head how they fill me with fear with pain with anger agitation frustration you know you cause this you know you do i know you do you make me so confused
broken down falling to the ground do i get up do i stay down does it matter do they care seeing as they arnt there
do you feel like someone do you feel like something cause you took my heart my life my soul my breath my happiness my everything because you were my everything do you feel like someone because you stole me because your overwhelming powers seeped into me and made me me yours even though i was hurt do you feel special?
am i like you or am i like me you keep pushing me to be something I'm not someone I'm not someone like you something i don't want to do why don't you see that this is hurting me i wanna be free be someone other than like you my own person its my life so stop telling me what to do