Please dont think that I am forcing religion god on you. (Trust me I dont like it when ppl do it to me, so i deff wouldnt do it to you) But you should pray. You dont need to read the bible or go to church to be close to god. He is always there! His love never changes or dies! It dosent matter what you've done, or what you are doing. God gives strenght, but only yo those who ask for it. So just ask for it...

I think i understood it... I feel smart:D Sorry, but if you're trying to stop cutting, i know it's hard to do. Try quiting a little at a time, make a promise or something. Do it for the people around you. Cutting is a sign of weakness and it's kinda selfish too. : | Sorry, but i know it's hard, and i'm here if you need anything at all. And as for the guy thing, if a guy doesn't like you for who you are, screw them. lol sorry but you're a really nice person and i luff youse soooo much:D *huggles and smoochers* Take care sweets.

~Jessica
O.o!pEnGuIn_LoVe!o.O

It is hard to stop doing something that you are used to...like me, I had to stop talking to 'her'...it hurts...every time I see her...I want to say something...but I know I can't...it was a good poem, a bit spaztic, but good.

I understond it...ok this is the poem i know what it is like, it sux but that is life. Great work though i really like it

Juls

Its very clear you want to stop but it can be extremely hard.. As I use to do the same back in my teens. Your frustrations, confusion & questions havent gone unnoticed, while some may not understand, some just simply cant face the facts yet. Girl sorry this has or is happening to you. PM me if u need a listening ear. (: