My Fault

Every hour everyday I try to smile

but there's something inside me that puts me down

I look behind me expecting you'll be there

but as usual, it's nothing but air

I wish I made up my mind

I wish I could turn back time

I know my decision affected us badly

I know it's too late for me to say sorry

I admit it's my fault now that you're gone

I admit that I don't know how to carry on

Without you my life is useless

Without you my life's a mess

Every morning the sun shines on me

I'm telling you that it ain't easy

to wake up every single day alone

because I'm used to be with you

it feels like home

I wish I gave you the chance to say what you feel

I wish I had the guts to take of this ring

This ring which I wear wherever I go

I know that it just bring me memories of you

I know dreams of you will never come true

How can I be so stupid?

What got into me?

You loved me through all these years

but I guess I was blind