Surrender

I don’t want to give up
I’m trying to go on
It’s hard when you’re me
Pretending to be someone you’re not

I’m hated
I’m overrated
I’m going under
I’m falling to fast
I need to wake up

Please don’t help me
I don’t need it
Stop putting me down
I can see it in your eyes
If I did this all again
I think I’d take my time
I’m lost like tears in the rain
But that doesn’t mean I need you

I can’t surrender to the loneness
Of what’s going on inside my head
The struggle and the fighting
I’m falling too fast
I don’t want to be that person
Staring back at me
That’s just not me

I can’t give up
On what you said
I need you here
So go away

I can’t hold on
I can’t wake up
I can see it in your eyes
It’s too late.
I’m already gone.