Her mind and her body are drenched
with waves of fear and regret
why did she give up
or did she?
maybe he left her with no other choice
her feelings were like no other
strong and sincere
deep and meaningful
she told me she never wanted to lose him
yet now she cries over never having him
i am always with her
she tells me how much it hurts
to be loved then left
and she wished
that she was never even loved at all
it was a short time ago
that she was lying in his arms
and i was watching them together
thinking that they would be forever strong
but then i see him
all of a sudden keeping his distance
but what did she ever do to deserve this
i wonder
what she did wrong
she was the one always giving him second chances
i was the one telling her to forget him
she said that she couldn't let go
and thats when i knew
that she was in his control
i tell her to stop
but she cant control her pain
the worst part is
that she knows whats coming
and there isnt anytying
that can stop it
she holds her breath
and he touches her lips
but then she realizes
that they werent hers
why did he turn
to that other ugly sl*t?
i was here this whole time
you never even gave me a chance
in her words this was
in between her sobs and tears
i told her the truth
he's with her
her mind and her body are drenced
with waves of pain and sorrow
why did she let this happen
she made herself fall
deeper and deeper
still unable to crawl out
i have started falling with her
and thats the worst part of all
but yet, im not so deep
that i can get away with no pain
i'm not going to get controlled
by him
ive started climbing out
im so close to the top
thanks to her ive stayed strong
the rope is pulling me to the top
but then the realization hits..
my rope is nothing but her pain
