My eyes let out the tears I've held inside.
My throat hold back the scream,
putting up a fight.
The pain inside with misery,
I've been so afraid to show.
Darkness gives me a chance,
I'm finally able to let go.
I'm so sick of hiding,
secrets trapped within my heart.
The truth about my past,
just tearing us apart.
I look at you,
just begging you to see,
how i want and need you,
to see the truth in me.
I wish you would just let me lay inside your arms,
awaiting the morning
when all this ends with an alarm.
You run your fingers through my hair,
telling me everything will be alright.
Promises of how much better it will be,
linger in the night.
My heart aches to believe it,
to let my heart free to you.
If only then i could've seen
what an awful end we came to.
If i would've known then
just how many tears
i would've cried.
If i would've known
then that every promise
was just a line.
A lie to let me fall for you,
to surrender you my heart.
Although i was aware of it,
you leaving still tore my world apart...