He got me to open up a little
He saw a glimpse of the real me
The part of me no one can get out of me
It was rare indeed
It was just a inch
But to me it felt like miles
So strange that the only person who can get me
Is this soldier in Iraq
That has more then a thousand miles from me
And whom I can't touch
He was just suppost to be a friend
Someone to talk to and mess around with
Not someone I would love
Not someone that would want other then my body
Who wants my mind
I thought I was prepared
And I was determined
That his time spent on leave
Would be me having fun with him
Not just getting to know him
Its gonna be hard for him
To get past my shields
Ive been hurt a lot
So now the walls are thick to help me deal
He's been my friend since Casey and me split,
And he was there threw Jamie and Brandon
Yet we never thought that we would get serious
It scared me to death
Made my heart skip a beat
My mind raced to the thought
To what if he loves me
Yet he cannot fill the gasps left by my one true lost love
The man that I cant sleep with out hearing him say
"Don't worry Ill always be here, go ahead and fall in love."
Then remembering that I did and he's gone.
This time I don't want to be left again
I wont know if I can open up to Rhett till I let myself take a chance
And I'm to d@mn stubborn to walk away from anything that has a chance of going wrong some way
Something with a adrinilene rush
