Blinded

You see that flashy smile
and assume I'm alright
you here the stupid jokes
and think that I'm OK
but none of you know
that I'm not alright
none of you think
I'm not OK
you never see
a single tear fall
from two eyes
of hidden lies
you never hear
that awful moan
from the depths
of my soul
you dint watch the blood
trickle slowly
from my open wounds
you hear my hallow laughter
and believe its real
but you don't hear my soul
crying out in pain
my arms and legs are covered
in scabs from old cuts
and blood from new
you see a normal girl
and never stopped to think
maybe I'm different
maybe I'm not perfect
maybe my life is drowned
in misery
left in the glum behind
fallen beneath the shadows
your blinded by the fancy lies
and hidden from the truth
fears you never see
disappear behind your eyes
your blinded by the fancy lies