Once again, much better than anything, ANYTHING, I could write. This sorta relates to me (like most of your poems do?), and brings back memories.. Very unqiue (SP) flow, and excellent word choice. I would try to offer some constructive critisim but I'm not sure what you can improve on...

/: Shadow--Stalker :\

"I am going to change
Change for myself
Only…where oh where to start?"

That is what I'm still working on..