I'm Sorry

Feelings jumbled up
My heart starts to race
Can't sit still
Forward and backward I pace
No going back
Only forward can I go
No telling what’s up ahead
Only future could know
No going back
To the person I used to be
No going back
And maybe one day you'll see
Why I had to leave
Why I couldn't stay
But until that day
I'll cross my heart and pray
That you won't hate me
For leaving without a trace
But you've got to understand
I couldn’t stand to see your face
When I would have to tell
All the things I'd done
When I had to explain
How the lies had begun
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm sorry that I lied
And I'm so so sorry
For every night you cried
I wish I could take it back
I wish I could make things new
But I know in my heart
I never deserved you
You'll find someone better
To sleep with at night
You'll find someone better
Who can love you right
And even though I'm leaving
I'll carry you in my heart
And we'll always be together
Even though we'll be apart