My happy ending

The doors are wide open
as i shut my eyes,
for nothing to see
with my teary eyes.

What I've done is wrong
but you must understand
I could not go another day
with all the lies
I must tell.
with all the secrets
I must keep.
so I could have
what should've always been mine
a life

I have kept it all inside
but it became too much
for me to handle
the deeper I cut,
the longer it lasted
the better I felt.

my parents will ask will tears in there eyes,
"How did we not know?!"
my family will ask,
"Why?"
my friends do not ask but say,
"she is happier now."

As i go through the doors
I take one last look at myself
sitting on the floor
blood everywhere
on the knife
coming from her wrists
forming a puddle around her

this will be the last tear I cry for her