Rape and suicide***not a true story!!***

Lying on my bed
Thinking, "Why did he..."
Tears begin in my eyes
No longer can I see
I can not believe
What has just happened
I'm hurting so bad
I can not be mended

I thought I knew him
Someone I can trust
I don't want to say anything
And, yet, I must
He hurt me deep
Inside and out
He whispered, "Don't say anything!"
And, "Please don't shout!!"

He screamed some more
And begun to hit
Bruises and blood
How much worse can it get?
When he was finished
He gave me a ride home
"Now, remember what I said!"
In a threatening tone

I looked at him
Deep in his eyes, pale blue
"But, why?"
"Because I wanted you!"
"Now, hurry up!
Get out!
If anyone asks what\'s wrong?
You don't know what they're talking about!"

I walked inside my house
Went straight for my room
Couldn't sleep that night
Wanting to meet my doom
The next day
I went down for breakfast
I saw him there
I don't know, but, I just got so pissed

"I don't know what happened!"
I yelled at my mother
"I was raped
By my one and only brother!"
"What are you talking about?"
She said to me
"What, why?"
Stuttering like crazy

"I was raped!"
I said, "By someone you know!"
She looked at me and said,
"You dirty little h*e!
You're wh*r*ng around the neighborhood!
I don't believe one single word you say!
I don't know why I should!"

"I never took a shower,
After everything he did to me!
Take us to see if he's a match
Then, maybe you'll see!"
Sure enough-Positive
"Do you believe me now?"
"I'm sorry that I said those things!
I'll leave you alone now!"

That same night
I couldn't take the pain
Some say I was out of my mind
Other, "She was already borderline insane!"
I killed myself
I couldn't live like that anymore!
Some blamed the rape on me,
Saying I was just jealous because he was more adored!