I wanted to figure out
how to make your pain go away.
i tried everything,
but i couldn't make you stay.
you were still in love
with someone that wasn't me.
you couldn't take it,
you just had to be set free.
i loved you then with all i had,
with everything deep inside.
these feelings of mine,
too strong to be pushed aside.
you came to me with open arms,
taking this lost soul into your heart.
that's when i fell in love with you,
baby, that was the start.
i understood we wouldn't be,
you were with him, i had no chance.
but surely you'd realize,
true love needs a second glance.
he told you that he loved you,
that you were the only one he adored.
every time he'd say sweet things,
you'd feel as if your love was 'restored'.
i hated to see you hurt,
every time you thought he had truly changed.
i can't believe you gave him another chance,
to me that seemed completely deranged.
you thought you'd never be wronged,
you thought he was the one for you.
did he really solve anything?
was it worth it, what he put you through?
i never heard of you smiling,
only fake laughter & tears.
he is a total jack ass,
he never even acts like he cares.
i don't get why you loved him,
what made you stay?
did you want the pain to last forever?
the tears to never go away?
i tried to make things better,
to take you in and shelter you from him.
baby, you know you could have it all,
your so much better than him.
i just wish you knew,
how special you truly are.
you never should have been hurt,
you never deserved one single scar.
i wish i could go back,
and take away all the pain & heart ache.
i wish you would have trusted me,
and realized being with him was your biggest mistake.
this has nothing to do with my current relationship... b/c it is as perfect as it can get right now... it could only get better if my baby was with me everyday & we were married... i love u Latisha... with all my heart
