Mom, Today when I woke up, deep down inside I knew that this would be the very last time I would wake up. I knew that today was my day… My day to tell everyone how wonderful they have been to me, to tell the ones I love and care about that everything would be okay, to give all of my important things away to the ones I want to have them, and most of all to say goodbye to you and make sure that you know I love you and that this is not your fault. You have tried your best to make my life worth while, but no matter what any one does it’s not good enough. You can call me selfish, cause I prolly am but know that I have thought this over and this is what I need to do to save you. So please whatever you do don’t dwell on this and move on with your life…do it for me! But its time for me to go now….i love you and goodbye!
