Anymore

Now
I don't want to die anymore
But it hurts so much to live
I cant take this criticism
I cant take these looks
I cant take this life
So many love me
But i just shun it away
Ive been hurt too much
Too much to accept good anymore
My whole whole world is black
So why do i still want to live?
I don't want to hurt others like I've been hurt
But how do i keep living, when it feels like my mere existence, puts everyone in agony?