I cant live this way anymore
My insides dying
Blood spilling from my hands to the floor
I cant scream and i dare not weep
For someone to hear my surrender
I am not weak
this isn't a life that is supposed to be
Lies are not to be found
It cant be this way With blood and tears
My head hitting the ground
Why did i let go How could i deceive
Hate bites into my heart My own blissful pain finally hurt
I cannot believe
These feelings I feel killing me inside
Robbing me the true me
Raping me of my pride
Why cannot they see
How I'm so unhappy
Myself i hate I cannot help it
I'm not the person i used to know
I'm some so much more different
Someone i cant help but hate from my heart very much so
I will not surrender I will not be weak
Though i am not who i was
But it's time to be who they've
Turned me to be
