I've allowed you to consume me
To overtake me
To control me
I've allowed you to challenge me
But not anymore
You caused me to think irrational
Illogical
Unjustifiable
My actions portrayed me as senseless
But not anymore
You disregarded my feelings
Blatantly ignored them
Denied that they existed
I was hurt to experience your resentment
But not anymore
I've lost myself loving you
I let go
I gave in to your desires
I even ceased my aspirations
But not anymore
I now see your authenticity
Your insensitivity
Your goals to exploit me
I admit my naivety excused your actions
But I refuse to give into you anymore
