I am Sorry – 27/07/2005

I am sorry,
I never meant to hurt you,
We all make mistakes,
I never meant to make you so blue.

I didn’t want to hurt you,
But now it’s killing me seeing you like this,
I’m not perfect, but I will always love you,
I hate seeing you like this feeling like you don’t exists.

It’s hard to explain,
It meant something at the time,
But not when I told you,
So talk to me, don’t do this mime.

I still call you my best friend,
And I don’t want that to change,
You can say I shouldn’t have done it but I did,
And I know at the time he was out of my range.

If something happens to you,
I will feel the blame,
I will to become my old self,
And now I start to feel all this shame.

All I can say is I’m sorry,
And you can take it,
Or you can throw it away,
But don’t ever quit.

I cry for you,
My heart will break for you,
You’re my friend,
You have helped me and I want to help you to.

If it wasn’t for you,
I probably wouldn’t be where I am now,
Alive, so please try and forgive me,
Let me help, we can help each other, but how?

My life has no point without you,
I might as well leave,
I don’t know what’s going on anymore,
All I know now is to let you grieve.

I have missed school,
Because I’m scared of seeing you,
I see you and my heart breaks,
I don’t have a clue.

I knew it wouldn’t take long,
For me to break,
Start to cry, I can’t take this pain anymore,
There’s not much more I can take.

Dedicated to ¤Sam¤
I’m sorry darling I never meant to hurt you.