Let me be alive!

In the dark I am watching you,
I see your face,
I am so blue.
I never thought it would be this way,
why was it me?
Now I have to watch you everyday.
Now I have to see you play.
Now I can't be with you anymore.
Please let me kiss you.
I wanna feel the warmth of your chest,
I wanna stroke your blond hair,
I wanna see my child again,
She'll grow without me beside her,
When she learns to talk,
her first word wont be mummy,
I am beside her everyday but I can't hug her,
feel her heart beat,
wrap my arms around he when shes cold.
Please let me be with her,
my tears drop on the floor but they just dissapear,
Please let me be alive!