Finally – 19/07/2005

I’ve never been happier,
It’s been weeks since I have hurt,
I don’t think I have been this happy,
I haven’t been treated like dirt.

I’m moving on with life,
Forgetting the past,
Living my life the way I want,
Finally I’m happy at last.

I have a smile,
I have a repaired heart,
I have a happy soul,
I’m using anger out on my art.

I’m sick of pain and hurt,
I’m sick of the self harm,
I want to be free,
I want to have a clear arm.

I want to laugh,
And muck around,
With friends and family,
I want to have a smile and no frown.

I want to prove to my family,
That I can live with out the pain,
The heartache and the hurt,
And that I can dance happy in the rain.

But there’s one problem,
I’m that happy nothings bad,
I have nothing to write about,
When I’m down and sad.

So I’m here alive,
I’m here happy,
I have moved away from this pain,
And you can’t make me unhappy.