I've got so much stress on me, I just wish you'd quit your complaining I'm going insane, I'm sick of it! I wish you'd stop the emotional abuse, I can't it anymore, I'm just so sick of it! I'm sick of living in this hell hole! All that goes on in here is drinking, beating, and cursing! I wanna kill myself at times, its that bad. Whats worse than all that put together is your lies, that hurts more than anything. I'm sick of it stop your lying, stop your fussing! I'm so depressed as it is now I wanna put a knife to my throat or a gun to my head, I'm sick of it all! Soon you'll torture me so bad that I'll take the easy way out, then you'll see, all of you will see what you freaking down to me!
