How could I have been so dumb?
That the reason that the drunkenness wasn't stopping,
It wasn't the alcohol anymore
It was the pills that you've been popping
No wonder why I couldn't find the alcohol bottles anymore
No wonder why you still put everyone through this shit
No wonder why I heard you go in the bathroom every few minutes
No wonder why I couldn’t smell it
Mom, why do you love to make my life hell?
Call me names all night
Keep me up, make me feel like shit
To you, nothing I do is right
you are so good at what you do
I grow weaker every day
Home I want to leave
But I want so much to stay
One day you'll see your problem
This one day may come fast
One day you may not wake up
One day may be your last…