Sometimes i wonder why did i end up being bad.
i wasn't ever suppose to be like this
sex and drugs I'm all into that stuff.
i don't know how i got onto those things.
it all started when i was depressed then more and more came.
no one thought i was ganna be like this i didn't even think i was.
sometimes i wonder if theres something wrong with me
my parents always ask me whats wrong i can't even tell them.
some days i get thoughts like i did when i was depressed
sometimes i wonder if i should even be here
it seems as if my parents don't really want me around anyways.
when i do something bad or by mistake they always say they want me out of the house.
sometimes i wonder if i should get out go somewhere where they can't find me
i don't know what to think anymore