NOW that i look back....
i wonder now if i should of done what i wanted to do.
the thing i wanted to do was kill myself.
now that i look back...
i wonder if it would of been better
better for me better for my parents
if i was dead i wouldn't feel the pain i always feel inside me.
i get to much to happen to me not cause i want it to it always end up happening
people blame things on me and i get the consequences all the time
now that i look back...
i did a lot of things i didn't mean to do and things i regret doing
THIS IS ME THIS IS THE THINGS I DO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN DON"T BOTHER TALKING TO ME OR LIKING ME.
