Understand

I don't understand how u could have lied to me!!
After all this time I believed u were mine turns out our entire relationship was a fantasy! From the 1st kiss to the last
u never loved me like I thought u did! If u did u would haver never cheated!! Why me? I don't understand I gave u all the love I could have, It was all about u nothing about me!! My love was true unlike u!! I'm the one to blame because even when I found out my arms were open wide waiting 4 Ur explanation without hesitation!! but I do understand now, I gave u 2 much love u took advantage!! I understand now that Ur not the one 4 me!! i understand I will no longer let u take advantage of my love, my heart, or of me....this is the end of my fantasy... I'm ready to understand what reality has in store 4 me.......