Sitting in class looking through hazy tearing eyes at you,
I wish you knew...
I wish you knew the pain I feel deep inside my heart,
How every time I walk past you my life begins to rip apart,
I cry at night so hoping it were different,
But my tears are nothing and couldn't be less significant,
You know I cry and hope for death,
But you never could know the complete depth,
When I'm down you try and help,
But try as you might,
I still cry...
I bleed myself away at night,
As I so hope that my life will be out of sight,
The pain inside my stomach can be overwhelming,
But still you are here so calm and welcoming,
I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me,
Thinking of you my eyes swell,
My life sinks down to the bottom of the well,
My heart so torn apart,
But you will forever remain in my heart...
