Monster in the closet

There's a monster in my closet
that monster is me
the closet is my home
where i always tend to be
i hate what i see
when i look in the mirror
im like a lost soul crying
and no one can hear her
crying to feel good
crying to be loved
and hoping that god can hear me
from above
and if he can
im hoping he can take me
and do me a favor
put me out of my misery

so mom when im gone
please dont cry 4 me
because remember i love u
even if your not with me
u already know living here
and the way i feel is just unbearable
and what i see in my reflection
is far from terrible

you just dont know the emptiness
i have inside
cuz the monster i see before me
i just cannot hide
i dont want to be seen
so please dont look at me
cuz i already know how i look
u dont have 2 remind me im ugly

this monster is scared
scared to come out
cuz someone will judge me
without the benefit of the doubt
so please , leave me alone in my closet which i call safe
cuz i dont think of the world
as a loved or safe place

THIS POEM IS 4 ANYBODY OUT THERE WHO FEEL INSECURE ABOUT THEMSELVES