My heart barely has a beat
there is so much pain I can almost claim defeat
not only does it bleed blood, but it bleeds tears
its walls made of my fears
will I ever see the day come?
that I can say that I'm OK
my every day has sadness
I want to succumb,I want to confess
I want to be with god and not in this shell
put an end to my misery, to my hell
I have been stripped of all I am
who I was I can never be
I was killed unwillingly
I still breathe but my soul has died
I felt it happen, I cried
cant explain how it feels
feeling yourself die
why me? then you say good bye
who you once loved and trusted
leaves you twisted.
