I hurt you i know.... im sorry

The hurt i left you with
i dont see how you could still love me
i tried to impress everyone else
by not being sad when we were through
but i cried
i regret each day that i do not spend time with you
i tried to forget your face
but there was no way
i was really in love with you
no one knew but us
after our relationship was through
i told everyone i did not love you
but i lied
i miss you like nothing else matters
why did i have to listen to those others
i hurt you so bad
because i did not follow my heart
i now know why i did leave
i left because i was afraid
i was afraid of commitment
you see it was so hard
when i met you
neither one of us wanted a relationship
but we grew upon each other
you were sent away from me
to live with someone else
your grandmother did not want you to screw you life up
by going and getting a girl pregnant
well we knew the consequences of our actions
we were two teenagers in love
not realizing the pain we would cause each other
the more i loved you
the more i was afraid
the more you loved me
the more pain in your heart i caused
its Been so long since it happened
that i have not been able to tell you what i feel
i am so sorry for what i have caused and just to let you know
i still love you