Letting go of you *part 1*

Once upon a time, when i was lost in my thoughts lost in my own mind...I'd think of you and everything would be okay, but now when i think of you, my world falls apart, but now I'm finally letting go, letting go of you, letting go of my love for you, letting go of the way i feel inside, how do i feel? ..empty, how do i feel? ..empty for so long I've kept my thoughts..bottled up inside, forgive me, but I don't love you, if i can say goodbye this easily, then I never did love you in the first place. but there is someone I do love, someone who makes that emptiness disappear and I can never stop loving him, he's all I ever think about, So now, I'm finally letting go, letting go of you, letting go of my love for you, letting go of the way i feel inside, how do I feel? ...Empty, How do I feel? ...Empty. You may never read this, but I hope you do, so that you know I never did love you, all those times you made me cry, all those times I'd take pills, wishing that I'd die, all the times that i cut, hoping for the end...but now I'm finally letting go, letting go of you, letting go of my love for you, letting go of the way i feel inside, how do i feel? Empty, How do i fell? Empty